Surpidism

Today, June 30, in the morning, around 7:30 AM, I woke up screaming. This has become normal for me as I frequently get nightmares and wake up screaming. However, today was different. Usually, a ghostly creature chases me in my dreams, causing me to scream both in my dream and in real life until someone wakes me up. I remember waking up around 5 AM, then going back to sleep, thinking it was too early and I would have incomplete sleep because I had stayed up late last night (India won the T20 World Cup; I wanted South Africa to win, but it's fine). I then started dreaming again in the morning. Dream: It wasn't a place I knew. There was a pretty big gate, but it was closed. I don't remember how I got in, and I didn't see any other people entering. I was just looking around to see where I was when I saw a brother from my village carrying a bag. The only thing I remember him saying is that the place was only for true lovers. Then I saw hills (not huge or tall) and a small, g

 lol hye, there hasn't been any blogs this month so far, and it's because i wasn't writing any, wtf, wtf is my humor, anyways, i had recently been to my village, it was after 7 years, i have learned so many things, i want to write about those in a seperate blog after i finish my IMO, and prolly this visit will be my inspiration for college essay too,  nowadays, im just doing maths and getting depressed, we are doing imo mock on sundays and wednesday, in the last mock, i scored 2/42, i am really bad, i know my mistakes now, moving on from a bad test is really hard, it takes like a day for me, and today also we had mock, but guess what, i swept, prolly getting 21/21, but like, the problems were easy, and one problem was already known to me, it was from a 2024 contest. yeah, we'll be doing math for only 18 days now, before IMO, we have flight on 14th July morning. can i grind 18 * 10 hrs till then, lmao, while writing this i feel super motivated, haha, alright, who ever is